XOTING KISS

Erotic Rapture is Hot but is it
Cosmic Orgasmic Bliss?
Oh Yes but only der long Foreplay to
Dom Immortal Xoting Kiss
That rips out your Heart
From your deepest longing
Bliss rushes in to fill dom Emptiness
Now all is Xot’s Belonging

–Tiwaz 201011192216 rr13eoh

Love of Souls by A. Andrew Gonzalez

The Little Death 16 up, 17 down

An euphemism denoting orgasm as used by Korn in “Last Legal Drug” song. The Little Death is a translation of the French “Le Petit Mort”, meaning “a little/small death”, since some women seem to faint or they really do while experiencing an orgasm which makes them look like dead for a while.

The Secret Rapture --Gonzalez, Andrew

SEE “The Little Death” http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=the%20little%20death 

An euphemism denoting orgasm as used by Korn in “Last Legal Drug” song. The Little Death is a translation of the French “Le Petit Mort”, meaning “a little/small death”, since some women seem to faint or they really do while experiencing an orgasm which makes them look like dead for a while.

SEE “The Trigger of Sexual Orgasm Margaret Birkin’s near-death experience http://www.near-death.com/experiences/triggers21.html

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One evening, I had an experience of the most incredible feeling. It felt as if every nerve in my body was alive with energy. This was accompanied by the most wonderful feeling of bliss. As the feeling enveloped me, I found myself leaving my body. 

I found myself in my own chest area looking up at what I knew was my crown charka. I could see a light ahead of me. All of a sudden I became frightened to move. I actually thought I was dying, and for a few seconds, I fought the sensation. …

The next thing I was heading upwards to the light and broke through into the most beautiful light and place of beauty. I was so amazed and it took me quite by surprise. I found myself in the realms of what I would call spirit. I was in another dimension. 

I found myself having a tour of this place. I could see auditoriums with people listening to speakers. I was aware of Halls of Learning and places of the most beautiful beauty. I did not want to return, but at this stage I started to feel the pull to go back into my body. I could not control it as it pulled me back.

I was exhausted after that experience and had a rest for a few nights. Then we made love again. Again, I left my body. 

This time I traveled to what I call the Halls of the Masters. What amazed me was the black and white large tiled floor in this place. Many years later, a client would tell me about her visit to this place with the same black and white tiling. I felt that she had been with me. Her version of this place was the same as mine.

As I wandered around, I saw my spiritual teacher and Master, Maitreya. He was playing chess with someone and as I moved closer, I could see it was Sai Baba. I was so amazed. They both looked up and laughed at my amazement. No words were spoken, but they seemed pleased to see me. 

As I was watching them, suddenly I moved ahead and out of their dimension, into another one. 

Here I was out into space. I was moving very slowly, but I could see ahead of me an energy which is the only way to explain it. It was a long way off and I knew that to reach it, I had to move slowly. It was an inner knowing. Again, I was physically attached to my body, but out-of-body consciously. …

The next time this happened, I became aware of the Universe itself, of space, of our connection to space, and to the Universe as a whole. I passed galaxies, and at one stage, passed black holes which felt as if they were the Chakras of the Universe. Still the energy in front of me seemed such a long distance away. 

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Then one night, I came closer to the energy and as I did, I felt it for the first time. It was pure love, pure unconditional love. At this point in my life, I had never seen myself as a decent person, but this energy spoke to me in thought and told me that I was a beautiful person. It told me to let go of the conditioning that I had of myself as a person with no worth. 

The love from this energy was amazing. It was so profound I sobbed uncontrollably. 

My next visit, I got closer and the same with the next visit. Finally, I was able to merge with this energy and the bliss, happiness, incredible peace that I felt inside. This being’s energy was so incredible. I did not want to leave.

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They call the orgasm in some circles the little death. For me it was a death and a rebirth. I was never the same after that. I don’t think I will ever change either. It was the